I was looking for myself and asking everyone except myself questions which I, and only I, could answer.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.
Have enough courage to love.

If I asked you to stay,

Would you?

I want you to stand by me

Because it just feels like

When you’re by my side

Anything is possible,

And I guess that’s part of this whole adventure,

Is this what Alice felt

When she fell down the rabbit hole?

You make me feel like I’m lost

In another world

Where the impossible is possible

And nonsense makes sense,

Will you be my Mad Hatter?

I guess I’ll follow this path

Even if the signs are pointing

Every which way,

I might be lost

But with you

I am found,

So if I asked you to stay,

Would you?

-A.S.

Just know that I love you. I love you with all of my fucked up, piece of shit heart.

there is a mystery to you
that perhaps i will never solve.

the way you watch in quiet reflection,
and the way you listen like you
already know the answer to
what is being said.

there is an answer within you
that perhaps you will choose to give me.

the way you hold my hand,
and the way you allowed your shoulder
to become a home for my
troubled head.


“But what am I gonna say:
When you make me feel this way
I just… Mmmmm…
Wherever you go
I always know
'Cause you make me smile

Even just for a while.”
- Bubbly, Colbie Caillat

But what am I gonna say:

When you make me feel this way

I just… Mmmmm…

Wherever you go

I always know

'Cause you make me smile

Even just for a while.”

- Bubbly, Colbie Caillat

It might be hard to explain

But when I’m with you,

It’s like walking on new legs

And it’s like living in clouds,

(I’m flying and forgetting

That I’m afraid of heights

And I’m forgetting

How to think),

I’m learning to find my voice

Because you left me speechless

(And how I wish I could come down,

How I wish I’d remember how to land

Because I’m not sure

If I can handle a crash course),

If I look your way

I’m praying you don’t see,

I’m hoping I can play this off

I’m not myself

(I’m split in two

Between reality and dreams

And if I forget how to fly,

Will you catch me?)

-A.S.

A Broken Dream (A New Day)- part two.

Reality means

Tears and sleepless nights,

Angry words

And angrier silences,

     (But you should remember

      Time heals

      And it will pass

      Slowly, but surely),

Reality means

An empty bed

And an empty heart,

Eyes that can’t dry,

     (But you should remember

      That even nightmares end

       Broken dreams can be replaced

       And a new day shall come),

Reality means

Healing and healing

Mending and fixing

Living and breathing.

-A.S.

A Broken Dream (part one).

I know how quickly

Dream can turn into

Nightmares,

When the world changes from pink

To black,

And the path goes from yellow bricks

To something dark and twisted,

Because everything you thought you knew

Has suddenly vanished,

And you’re left on your own

On this lonely road,

Full of things

You thought you forgot how to feel,

And now it hurts worse

Than it did before,

Becuase the dream has broken

And reality isn’t always kind.

-A.S.